Song of the day~ Make it better again

Oh those, gray days of Winter
Used to build a fire
I hold you in my arms
Cover you in my desires
We plan the future
Talk of summer days
Go down to the boardwalk
Just to hear the waves
Chorus
What good is my dream
No one here to share it
What good is my heart
Just be there
What good is my life
Now without you in it
Make it better again
Let"s get together again
Let"s get together again
I kept your picture
(I) see if all the time
Crazy laughing echoes in my mind
I kept remember
What we were fighting for
How I long to see you walking in my door
What good is my dream
No one here to share it
What good is my heart
Just be there
What good is my life
Now without you in it
Make it better again
Let"s get together again
Let"s get together again
Can"t you Feel what I feel
You are...ooohhhh baby, baby
What good is my dream
No one here to share it
What good is my heart
Just be there
What good is my life
Now without you in it
Make it better again hmmm
Let"s get together again
Let"s get together again, hmmm
Let"s get together again...

today was meant to be a meet up session with friends, it ended up being a meet up session with lecturers instead, which i was seeing almost everyweek previously XD

ok then, waited for the not so puntual bus for almost an hour, gave up and took the taxi, guess what~ guess what, my oh my how unlucky can i get, i saw the bus i was waiting for on the opposite road, freaking pissed off.

fine, so wasted money for taixi, fine, fine, at least i will reach earlier at the train station right, but what's the damn point? since i also had to wait more than 30 minutes for the train, and there is no other choice but to wait, it's not like i could hire a train right ? lol

fine so while walking over, i saw a young chinese man holding an old malay man with a urine drainage bag hanging infront of him, in my heart i was thinking is this the new kind of scam, using old people, then i was TOTALLY wrong, while walking pass them , which i did super fast, i heard the man asking him, "pakcik dulu kerja apa?" that's the only thing i heard, so this means that they didn't know eat other, this man was only helping him over the bridge, the true 1 malaysia spirit, and not the show off that we usually see 'they' portray, it really does exist, i believe there is still the kindness and "unity-ness"in every malaysian's heart. and 'they' are toying with it tearing them apart.
few minutes later, the young man was at the same waiting station that i was at, so i am pretty sure he's helping . no doubt.

and that's that, then i saw a foreigner, looking suspicious, with a pouch hanging on his shoulder, so i started observing him..... true enough, he was looking at people from waist down, yeap..... i think he's a pickpocket, my friend once told me they will target their prey by looking at their pockets, finding for the easy target, of course i didn't want it to be me, so i quickly kept me phone inside my bag, not long after the train came, and i saw he walked towards the end, i hope my judgement towards his is wrong though... and even if i am right, i hope nobody's personal belonging is picked.

My FIRST ever International Conference

sounds cool right? No~~~!!!!! It's not, it's super nerve wreaking !

yesterday 30.08.2013 my presentation was suppose to be at 12pm Helsinki time, yea Helsinki time so that means , my international Conference it's just a video conference

but anyway like what i said yesterday in the conference, i would like to thank Fred Dervin for giving me tis opportunity to share my research with everyone present that day.

ok so preparation, had another mock presentation, everything was ok smooth, then my turn to present, i wasnt that nervous anymore, because for one thing, they can only hear us from Helsinki, so that means, they cannot see us~ a super BIG huuray for me, as i can look at my handnotes and actually just read from my notes~ i consider this as cheating

yea i actually cheated my way through this presentation~ because it shouldn't be this way, we should be standing infront of god knows how many profesionals and presenting, not reading from our own hand notes,

for this i consider myself pretty lucky~ first international conference ended like this was a good thing for me, besides i didnt' have to pay like the other presenters wuuhuu again

ok~ the scariest part was the QnA session~ it was super duper freaking nerve wreaking, my questions came and my brain blanked out, oh yea my brain bailed on me ~ i think my answers were crap~ and i think i humiliated myself infront of those profesionals~ damn,

but nevertheless, it was a great experience for me.....

not forgeting 31.08.13 it's national day today, Happy Independence Day Malaysia, my resolution for this year's Independence Day~  hope all the racist get this brain fixed ASAP

before i forget,快点记下来，我昨天梦到去当了春春的助理，记得不是很清楚。。。。只记得春春忘了拿护照然后我去帮她拿。。。。然后不懂做么，春春就在拍照，那种时尚的，我就在旁边看，然后我不懂怎样有跑去厕所看哪里有很多桶的鱼，有些还死了（淹死的鱼吗？？？）lol,然后春春也在我旁边跟我一起看。。。。够sampat的梦吧~我自己都无言~~

是不是因为压力大？明天有helsinki的presentation~ 呵呵，不管怎样希望明天顺顺利利fighting!!!!

玉米节快乐~~ 从2006到现在，爱你没有停过一秒钟，对你爱不完~呵呵

没有8年的米，但是也有7年了。。。。7年啊，说长不长，说短不短

虽然我是7年的玉米，但是从来都没看过你，一面都没有，2008年我错过了。。。这已是我非常后悔的一件事

我不能现在中国，或北京的玉米常常看到你，我不能像拿下有钱的玉米跟随着你，我不能像那些年年都飘洋过海去看你Why Me 演唱会的玉米，很多的不能，能做的就是在这遥远的城市静默相守~默默的爱着你~永远~永远~你永远是我偶像，我永远是玉米！

玉米节快乐，春春愿你天天快乐，红遍全世界！

原来，春春在榜中棒、发生不愉快的事就是有白痴说了（春X欢迎你）。那位是脑残的吗？一定是！！！！！ ma的！我看了都火大啊！！ 工作人员就发火要求道歉不然就不让春儿接受访问，最后还是道歉了~ 幸好春春没有因为这个心情受影响，还是很高兴！她是当晚的大赢家啊！！！李宇春一举斩获内地“最佳女歌手”、“最佳专辑”及“年度影视金曲（刀锋偏冷）”三项大奖，成为昨晚盛典实至名归的最大赢家， 哈哈很棒吧！

  

然后再MR的颁奖典礼，她再次成为大赢家，李宇春第五次摘得内地“年度最受欢迎女歌手”大奖并获封“年度全能艺人”。此外，由李宇春一手包办词曲创作的《再不疯狂我们就老了》获得内地“年度最佳作词”“年度金曲”奖，再一次恭喜春春！ 颁奖典礼上，春春还一直在卖萌！真的是特萌的！太爱她了！！
当晚唱的《当时》也太太太好听了！！！

 

然后今天的报纸，看了我就火大！！火大！又是一位脑残者，吃饱没事做，就拿了不真实的报道来登！真的脑残！功课都没做足！我靠！sb！！

不说了！看春春美图治愈！我葱巨美！<3

 

have been reading a lots of stories about successful people online, how they became successful , their road to success, the hardship they went through, their life story ...etc...etc...

sometime i really wonder, what my future holds, i am not young anymore, a lot of my friends my age are already working, some earning big bucks and me, i cannot even see my own future, it seems bleak, the more i think about it, the more afraid i am about it, that's why sometimes i choose to avoid thinking about this stuffs, it make me feel better, sort of cheating myself.................

what my future holds....? can anyone gimme an answer?