have been reading a lots of stories about successful people online, how they became successful , their road to success, the hardship they went through, their life story ...etc...etc...

sometime i really wonder, what my future holds, i am not young anymore, a lot of my friends my age are already working, some earning big bucks and me, i cannot even see my own future, it seems bleak, the more i think about it, the more afraid i am about it, that's why sometimes i choose to avoid thinking about this stuffs, it make me feel better, sort of cheating myself.................

what my future holds....? can anyone gimme an answer?